Wednesday, 7 January 2009

Day one in the big Moomin household!

Hi peeps, Well today, although Wednesday, is the new Friday for me. No more work until Monday next week!!
I am really glad actually as I have REALLY struggled with these last 3 days..........I forgot how much pregnancy takes it out of you!! I am only 6+6 today (I think but to be honest im not sure) but do feel pretty rough! I was a bit of an emotional wreck today, I keep getting really excited that I am pregnant again, then all of a sudden REALLY sad that Mark (my gorgeous hubby) is not going to be here to share the newborn with me as he is off to Afghanistan in Aug. We are not sure when yet but hopefully I will be able to get baby person out before he goes at least so daddy can have a cuddle!!
I am sure that time will get me more used to the fact that I am essentially going to be alone for the first 6 months (although I have trillions of great friends and family that will help me - but its not quite the same) but at the moment its a hard thing for me to deal with!
I called the midwife today too and made my booking in appointment for 20th Jan, I will be 9 weeks (I think - lol cant beleive I dont even know!) by then and I cant wait!! I really need to explain from the off that this baby HAS to be born (prob by c sect) before Marky goes away, if I can have section at 38 weeks I am sure he will see bubs!

To be honest Im not sure why I have started a blog, but my friend Hazel has recently started one as she is starting a long journey too, she is getting thinner as I am getting fatter!!! I waish her all the luck in the world for it, as I know she wants her size 10 figure back loads........You go girl, it will happen!!

Well I think I have ranted enough, but straight away i have found this oddly cathartic, so maybe this will be a way of keeping my stress levels down for next 8 months!!

Speak soon, nunnite!!
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